Conversations With Wilhelm Channeling Session: All Your Problems Have Been Gifts
Saturday, August 27th at 9:00 am Pacific Time

We are all born with gifts or something valuable within us if we can only accept what that might be, but we also have trauma. We all carry it from our ancestors, but it becomes our life journey to decide to move through any restrictions and limitations we might experience in this lifetime and make a conscious choice to ascend. 

I also knew that this was when I had to let go of my suffering if I was to aid more people as we move through this restructuring in our world. I couldn't understand or accept why I knew that, and that is where I continued to deny who I was. 

I'm going to mention a few people who have sparked this journey now because I also want to thank them, even though, at times, I would run from what I would hear from them. 

Two nights ago, before going to bed, I listened to a video from Tania Gabrielle, wealth astro-numerologist, but the label doesn't matter. She spoke of the extraordinary astrological changes that have not happened in thousands of years. She referred to the Mayan calendar and the year 2012, which I have talked about often. But I didn't know how I knew that. 

Then she went to 1988, and that was when I stopped the video and went to bed. That was the year I first began receiving information from my guide Wilhelm, and I also didn't want anyone to know that, so I kept it hidden for years so I could continue to suffer and deny who I was. It is more embarrassing to recognize how often I would receive messages urging me to stop running from myself.

When I awakened today, I felt heavy energy and didn't want to get out of bed. But I turned on a video from Molly McCord, an intuitive astrologer, which made me write this today. She busted me. But she also gave me more context for why I felt this need today. We are all moving through this planetary shift, and it is meant to cause us to release what is old within us and the world. The more of us who accomplish that in our lives, we will aid the evolution of our planet. 

I must also mention Lee Carrol, who channels Kryon because he was the first person I remember referring to the year 2012. I thought I was listening to a replay because I didn't know why he said that year. I listened to him for a while, then stopped because it was so eerie. He was saying some of the same things I had received from Wilhelm, and I didn't want to feel I was somehow copying him. Years ago, I was accused of plagiarizing Neale Donald Walsch, who wrote "Conversations with God." So I stopped reading him for the same reason. 

In 2017 I took in a roommate who introduced me to a few things in the spiritual arena that I thought were new to me. He played a video by Victor Oddo, who talked about ascension. I remember entering the living room where it played, stopped, and stood there, mesmerized for a while. I used to listen to him a lot after that initial encounter, but then again, I had to stop. I was almost frightened that we would be saying the same information simultaneously. So I stopped listening to him.

The new roommate told me on the first day he was here after watching a video I had just done from a program I was developing, "you're better than Tony Robbins." Of course, I knew who Tony was, but I had never listened to him. But when I did, I knew it was good that I hadn't heard him before because I would have again thought I copied him. 

I guess you see the pattern. I thought I was copying everyone even though I knew the imposter syndrome was not real. In 2020 I began receiving new information about world changes and didn't know how I knew that. Then in 2021, I was walking and heard from my consciousness, Wilhelm, that I was given everything I needed to know in 2012. I thought that was insane, and I was sure everyone else would feel the same. 

I then found a folder on my computer that I had ignored, titled Wilhelm. As I looked, I noticed most of the messages were from 2012. They also seemed somewhat different and organized in a way that seemed to follow a pattern. There would be some philosophical explanation followed by some advice on what actions or behaviors would be helpful. I couldn't figure out why that folder was there and why I hadn't noticed it before. 

I kept doubting it all, and then I heard that I was given a philosophy that would help me and all others in the world move through this period in our world with greater ease. Wilhelm had called it a restructuring of our world. I was even given the name "Your Life Operating Instructions." 

I thought that was impossible. I knew of stories of many who discovered they had something or some creation that popped out, but I didn't know that could be me. I kept doubting and tried to pretend none of it happened, and I could forget it, but I couldn't.

In December of 2021, I did two things. I first had to try this material on others to see if it worked. It did; beyond my wildest imagination. I still wasn't convinced, so I had an associate in a group of which I was a member who did Akashic Records readings. I had heard of them but didn't know what they were as I typically avoided things that might seem to be a bit out there. I also had a terrible fear of judgment my entire life. I can see now that it was because I always received some information I couldn't explain. 

I hired Yumie to do a reading for me, and it was an experience I can't explain, but some have seen the video, and I'll make it available again so more can see me break down in tears when she says, "you were given an operating." That was when I lost it and knew I could no longer ignore this, but I still did. We don't change patterns quickly or easily. Yumie was also freaked out by the information that came through. And it was a joy to see her witness the validation of her work that we all want. 

When Yumie began telling me of the ancient wisdom I had, it began to make sense to me why I would understand so many things I had never studied or read as I had never read much and didn't discover I suffered from ADHD until I was seventy years old. 

When I went back to search in my writings for everything I believed I didn't know, I found. Victor wasn't the first person to mention ascension to me because Wilhelm gave it to me in 2013. Kryon repeatedly said 2012, which caused me to remember what I knew. We all are meant to do that, which is something else I know. 

I had a dream in 2005 that I hid from myself and others and was put in a closet, only to be uncovered by my former roommate. No one shows up in our lives accidentally. I feared becoming successful, and I used clever ways to do so. Many of us do that in several ways, and mine was money. 

I was listening to Dr. Joe Dispenz last night, which is not something I usually do because he will say things that I know but deny. He talked about the patterns we all carry and how they are generational, and money is one of them. I knew that, and it came out in many Wilhelm channeling sessions. And I knew this period of change in our world was generational, and every person was to move through their generational limitations, so we evolve as does our world. But I was not doing that by sabotaging myself by offering my coaching and program at a lesser value than I know they are worth.

I knew I held something in my hands that could give any person the ability to self-actualize and become their authentic selves, but I also knew I had to do that first. I even wrote months ago about discovering you had developed a work of art, and it was right in front of you. I knew that was true for me.

I know the changes the world is moving through, and I also know I could help more if I get out of the way and stop my suffering. We only suffer when we deny who we are, but we don't do that immediately, as the following message will illustrate. 

I will probably end my suffering on Monday when I can stop my suffering by asking for what I'm worth.

I'll end with the message I referenced above, and you might understand why I'm tired of suffering, and it might inspire you to do the same. 

January 30, 2020

Stop being afraid of releasing your suffering. Yes, we wanted all those words in the title, and they will all make sense. 

Initially, we gave Roger the phrase, go forth and prosper, which would have served quite well, but Roger wanted more provocative words. Roger then decided to look up the phrase's origin as he thought it was only from a movie. However, no one knows the source, but the earliest known and the closest to the meaning we want is to go forth and conquer. That sentiment is the one we wanted to illuminate. What you are always in the process of conquering are yourself and your limited thinking. You are the only one holding yourself back. 

A few days ago, Roger was invited to attend a weekend training seminar for coaches, speakers, and thought leaders, as Roger desires to be. Roger would also hold the limiting idea that he has to do it all himself, so he felt resistance to attending. Roger even knew that was an attempted cover-up of his fear of releasing his suffering. 

For if Roger does this, there is an excellent possibility his life will dramatically change. As he writes these words, he and you can feel the absurdity of this behavior. The genuine possibility exists that he could have the life he wanted. You all have this ability. You don't have to do it alone, and you never do. Once you take the first step, the Universe will do the rest and support you. That result manifests when you become willing to release your suffering. 

Wilhelm

I didn't understand why I planned a channeling session for tomorrow or gave it that title. But then I listened to Tania and Molly, allowing me to listen to myself, or Wilhelm, for they planned it as our guides always do. Belief, however, is up to us. 

In love and light,

 - - Roger

Conversations With Wilhelm Channeling Session: All Your Problems Have Been Gifts
Saturday, August 27th at 9:00 am Pacific Time